Daddy’s Girl

8.11.24

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We are mirror and mystery,
alike in ways only silence speaks,
different as shadow and flame.

Your language is curved with snow,
mine with summer dust.
But when we laugh,
we sound the same.

You were wrapped in winters I had never known –
from Bavarian hills,
far removed from the heat

of the township streets that raised me.
Somehow we opened the same book.

Adventure fiction, worn spines and wild maps—
we both chased meaning through ink and wind.

Something stirred
when we first touched thought –
a recognition, not of faces,
of flame.

We walked –

miles and metaphors,
side by side through forest, silence, and sound.
In rhythm.
In rebellion.
In step with the same ache.

One night,
barely clothed and wholly seen,
we danced in your living room.
Music melting into skin,

Laughter like incense.

The world outside forgotten.

You know

our chemistry is not of this world
it lives in spirit, in stillness.

We’ve held space across time,
separated to return.

In the hush between lifetimes,
I found you.

By finding myself.

Thirty-five years ahead
and somehow,
we arrived together.

-Lele

The Goose-Gander Fallacy

10.11.24

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They sat in a deliberate silence at the dinner table as the flames of six candles danced in mock romance, illuminating the tension beneath the surface of the air around them. She spoke first.

“Regarding last night’s conversation,” she ventured, not entirely sure how she would end the sentence.

“Even though I think I might be developing feelings for you, I understand and respect what you’re looking for in a relationship.”

She glanced around the room and her eyes fell on the clock on the far side of the kitchen: 19h27, it reported. Soon, he would have to leave the dinner table, as he always did for his daily commitment at 20h00.

“My feelings won’t change our dynamic,” she promised earnestly. It was an honest lie. One she repeated even to herself, as if donning a mask hoping that her face would grow to fit it.

He chewed quietly as she paused. Though she did not look at him, she knew his expression was inscrutible. She knew he would offer nothing, so she went on.

“I’m enjoying what we have,” she declared as she stared into the bowl in front of her and rearranged some mushrooms with her fork. “If at any point I feel that it’s not right for me, I’ll be honest and take a step back.”

“So, there’s nothing to worry about,” she said with finality, as if the words alone were enough to avert the danger.

“I’m fully here for things as they are.”

Her tongue carried the words with difficulty, and both goose and gander heard the truth.

-Lele

Devotion

31.10.24

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You called them duties.

I call them devotions.

Small rituals of belonging

to you.

One. No perfume.

No mask.

Just the skin you crave,

unadorned

and honest.

Two. Dress in desire—

Sheer threads that whisper your name.

Three. You want smooth,

wet—

not just ready,

but aching.

Four. Use my mouth to worship.

To taste eternity

in something as fleeting as your breath.

Five. Finish.

Often.

Forgetting restraint.

Six. Clear the table

like we clear space in time—

for this.

For us.

And seven.

Enjoy it.

Every second.

It’s belonging.

-Lele